Laur *This Is How I Disappear*

My minds racing,
Thoughts are flying by.
Five more days,  Four more days,
The time won't move quick enough.

Day Five was the longest,
I could not sleep, could not eat.
I just wanted to see you and be near you.

Day four went by,
School, Work, Home.
Four more days,
And I would be happy .

It's been three months already,
And I can't get you out of my mind.
I want to be with you,
I thought this would be my chance.

The day arrived, I was jumping out of my skin.
Would I finally see you?
I hoped and early dressed.
The show was packed,
But I didn't let that bog me down.
I knew I would recognize you,
As soon as our eyes met.

It soon passed 12, then at 1 the show ended.
I was tired and my feet ached,
And a little heart broken.
I'm not going to lie, I was disappointed.
I hoped to have seen you,
And in the end, I never did.

I still see your face to this day,
I know your name,  I was the one who introduced herself.
Maybe it's just not meant to be,
But I know I'll always wonder,
Will I ever see that boy?
The Boy from the Show?